Summer Vacay.

Ok so maybe summer is pretty much over. I spent the majority of it bitching and moaning about moving and living at home. I could devote another entire entry to that because its severely depressing. Tonight is a good example. I got all dressed and ready to go out because one of my friends was supposed to call me back about our plans. Well she's from Illinois and her friends decided they wanted to go downtown, this is at like 9:30. So I'm like well I'll just wait and see if Tommy calls me back, maybe returns 1 of the 50 phone calls about going out tonight. I don't have the money to go downtown. Well 10:45 rolls around, people already have plans, are already out, and Tommy hasn't called, etc. I decide to screw it and head to bed, have to get up early anyways. So I wash my face take off the make up and put on the comfy pjs. 10:53, my friend calls back, they've changed their plans and are staying on the east side. Do you know how frustrated that made me, I seriously got undressed and took off my makeup ten minutes ago. Do you think I wanted to go out after all this? Does Hell go with NO?!? And what really kills me is that I know for a fact that our neighbor in Bloomington is having a keg party right now that I could be at no questions asked, no cab ride home, no money for the bars, and hanging out with real friends. UGHGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I hate my life and this town and this house and all the people in this stupid world.